i shake like a toothache

today was my first speech in my public speaking class, and in so many words, i bombed it. i was shaking and nervous and when i get nervous i have a tendency to ramble on and on. and that is exactly what i did. i didn't even make it to the 2nd half of my speech, where we were supposed to talk about speech anxiety and what not. needless to say, i feel like pond scum right now. i left marcy a really rambling voicemail where i was on the verge of tears.
i think i need a hug.

an afterthought- what happened to this blog being happy?